Something's missing here

I know what it could be but I wish I know what/how to do about it.

I just left something somewhere and somehow it's getting more and more estrange as I move along.

Keep telling msyelf it's no big deal for what I am facing is just a dot as compared to the world.
I wish though that I could have more fun or learn how to.

Somewhere,somehow it had been tied down and like chaining a rock onto my feet,I'm finding it hard to breathe as the gradient I have to move increases.

And then I thought what could be so stressful about handling studies/projects, heartbreaks?
From the blogs that I read, all that seem insignificant somehow.
Maybe I dont know. Or like I am not entitled the chance to cos' all the troubles were replaced by loads.

I should have learn how to swim so I could take the pressure down under(the sea).






*Deep Breathe*



*dive....*


How I wanted to do more outta life but each day just runs me down and over.

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